I have been through a turbulent few years and after much reading, researching and attending various Counselors, I have made it to the other side. From a troubled childhood, to a long and now wonderful relationship, to an almost deadly childbirth and more..... Things do get better, even if at the time it seems impossible and the only way out is to end it.
Find what works for you and sometimes, looking externally for the answer isn't always the way. Look inside :)
Remember, you are beautiful. Think it. Realise it. Know it.